Post by Faerie Fyre on Mar 26, 2010 0:24:22 GMT -5
The roiling, painful jumble of feelings transmitted down the bond of Impression made it difficult for Sinclare - no, not Sinclare, not anymore - S'lare to keep down his lunch as he led his crimson Wrath to the Weyr Bowl, the place for hatchlings and all dragons to eat. This once, the meat was prepared for the new weyrlings, and frankly, S'lare was grateful. It meant that he didn't have to pause in the quest to feed his starving lifemate.
Food! Give it to me, or you'll be sorry!
The nearly-black crimson lashed his tail agitatedly, snapping his jaws to see if he could startle anyone into jumping. Even a new hatchling was a formidable foe - just ask the hatchlings and candidates who had been mauled in Wrath's angry quest to find His!
S'lare began tossing chunks of meat towards his hatchling, pausing just long enough between throws for the male to chew the meat thoroughly enough to avoid choking. While the dragon ate, S'lare dug into the iron core he had forgotten why he possessed to help his dragon. Wrath was so angry and violent because he was hurting, not because he hated everything. His Hatching was supposed to have been a joyous time, but events beyond his control had ruined it. His egg had been damaged, his siblings slaughtered, and why?
The 'why' part was what Wrath, newly hatched, did not understand, and it was the 'why' that had S'lare digging into that inner core of strength. Once, the boy called Sinclare had been nothing - no, worse than nothing. Nobody. Holders called him 'riff raff', 'outcast', and 'Holdess' because he lived with a mother who had earned those titles. He had been considered an easy target because he had no liege lord to apply to for protection. In short, no one cared about what happened to an urchin.
There were no lucky breaks for Sinclare, no sponsor to reach into the darkness and bring him to greatness. One day, the boy had decided that enough was enough, and no one would ever have the ability to hurt him again. That was when he had learned to fight, to steal, and to intimidate through sheer muscle. He brought up the memories of deciding to cease this victim business and become a man, and gave them to his hurting crimson.
I pulled out of it- you can too.
Will I? I HURT all over inside. How can this get better?[/color]
I know, Wrath, I know. Trust me, though - we can work through this. Fort will have to answer for this, and for your siblings, and the damage they caused. This I promise you.[/i]
It was the first time in Turns that the hardened outcast had felt like weeping like a child. Faranth willing, it would be the last.
Food! Give it to me, or you'll be sorry!
The nearly-black crimson lashed his tail agitatedly, snapping his jaws to see if he could startle anyone into jumping. Even a new hatchling was a formidable foe - just ask the hatchlings and candidates who had been mauled in Wrath's angry quest to find His!
S'lare began tossing chunks of meat towards his hatchling, pausing just long enough between throws for the male to chew the meat thoroughly enough to avoid choking. While the dragon ate, S'lare dug into the iron core he had forgotten why he possessed to help his dragon. Wrath was so angry and violent because he was hurting, not because he hated everything. His Hatching was supposed to have been a joyous time, but events beyond his control had ruined it. His egg had been damaged, his siblings slaughtered, and why?
The 'why' part was what Wrath, newly hatched, did not understand, and it was the 'why' that had S'lare digging into that inner core of strength. Once, the boy called Sinclare had been nothing - no, worse than nothing. Nobody. Holders called him 'riff raff', 'outcast', and 'Holdess' because he lived with a mother who had earned those titles. He had been considered an easy target because he had no liege lord to apply to for protection. In short, no one cared about what happened to an urchin.
There were no lucky breaks for Sinclare, no sponsor to reach into the darkness and bring him to greatness. One day, the boy had decided that enough was enough, and no one would ever have the ability to hurt him again. That was when he had learned to fight, to steal, and to intimidate through sheer muscle. He brought up the memories of deciding to cease this victim business and become a man, and gave them to his hurting crimson.
I pulled out of it- you can too.
Will I? I HURT all over inside. How can this get better?[/color]
I know, Wrath, I know. Trust me, though - we can work through this. Fort will have to answer for this, and for your siblings, and the damage they caused. This I promise you.[/i]
It was the first time in Turns that the hardened outcast had felt like weeping like a child. Faranth willing, it would be the last.